Dear Nan, I cannot believe it has been a year since we tragically lost you. It does not get any easier coping with loosing you but the family have been strong and all pulled together. Mum and Carole have been brilliant looking after Grandad for you and the rest of the family are helping too, we are really proud of how Grandad is coping and I know he still speaks to you and keeps you upto date with how we all are. The best thing we can take out of last year is how close we have all got, I now speak to Linda, Richard, Helen and Claire and their families and my only regret is that I did not try better to keep in touch in the past but that is the past now and I am happy we are all so close. I still miss you soo much and cannot wait until the day I get too see you again, love you millions, Neil x